{"id":743,"date":"2026-06-08T02:29:14","date_gmt":"2026-06-08T06:29:14","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2026-06-08T02:29:14","modified_gmt":"2026-06-08T06:29:14","slug":"i-am-alive-!","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/?p=743","title":{"rendered":"I AM ALIVE !"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 102, 153);\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">I AM ALIVE !<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"color: rgb(128, 0, 128);\">&quot;This week was Pentecost. As a kind of joke, I wondered aloud what quest the Holy Spirit would present to me, like in the court of King Arthur at the feast of Pentecost.<\/p>\n<p>I have been studying my consciousness since I was 8 years old, using my life as a petrie dish for my experiments. I also know that when I was 8, I slid into a profound depression of self-negation that had not yet fully abated 40 years later. <\/p>\n<p>Well, this week I snapped out of it, all at once. I placed a 2nd mirror at about 87 degrees to the mirror in my bathroom. Now I could look my true reflection in the eye and not be bothered by the center seam of the 2 mirrors.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I have woken from a nightmare. I feel like a princess who has been under a terrible <a href=\"?p=948\"><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 255);\">spell<\/span><\/a> that is now broken. It feels like a curse, or sentence, has been lifted. How amazing to know that the dead woman in the flat false mirror is not me! I AM ALIVE!<\/p>\n<p>You know what they say: Seeing is believing!  No wonder people believe in the power of death. The false mirror image of me is like a dead woman. How many times a day do I receive the subtle message that I am dying or already dead from the reflective surfaces all around me in this world? It&#8217;s all a lie! I AM ALIVE!&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 255);\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><strong>All I can say is WOW!!!<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 255);\"> &quot;Just recently, after viewing myself in a NRI mirror and then again in the regular mirror I noticed for the 1st time that I tilt my head a few degrees. Secondly, I felt all kinds of physical activities going on in my left hemisphere after that first view. <\/p>\n<p>After practicing the non-tilting of my head enough times, my shoulders, spine, and hips straightened out perfectly as well and remained that way. <\/p>\n<p>I consider the image in the NRI mirror to be more kind and gentle than the false image in the regular mirror. It&rsquo;s amazing that I have looked at an illusionary image that has fooled me for over 60 years. What a Fool I was !!!!&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"width: 157px; height: 178px;\" src=\"\/userfiles\/image\/4-2011-pics\/fool%20x%202.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"?p=744\"><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 255);\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><strong>read more &#8230;<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I AM ALIVE ! &quot;This week was Pentecost. As a kind of joke, I wondered aloud what quest the Holy Spirit would present to me, like in the court of King Arthur at the feast of Pentecost. I have been studying my consciousness since I was 8 years old, using my life as a petrie&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1744,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-743","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=743"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1744"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=743"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=743"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/c2creset.ondigit.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=743"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}