The D-D-D-D-D
D5
The Dark, Demonic, Dragon-like, Dead Double, Demiurge
The ‘secret of secrets’
Although the devilish D5 resembles the host so well that it is often taken for the host itself, it is but a mere shadow, born & based in fear, thus far different from the real human being.
The healthy host is usually full of creative energies, capable of happiness, warmth of heart and helpful to others.
This satanic doppelganger lacks all of those qualities. However, it can also be ‘the romantic lover‘, whereby it is kind, charming, helpful, and saying things like "I will always love you, no matter what you will take from me, or no matter what will happen." This dualistic behavior is possible because it is based on the programs of P-C’s, which are rooted in pathology, which means pain and suffering.
This joyless intruder controls the yeast-solidified parasitic matrix, which is present throughout each entire human body.
A diabolical interloper, an undertaker, dwelling in the land of the shadow of death, who attaches itself to each human Ego, and therefore becomes the source of most of our suffering.
This blackman is the sum total of all personal & collective psychic elements which, because of their incompatibility with the chosen conscious attitudes, are denied expression in life. Therefore, according to Jung, we must develop a creative “imagination for what he called the Demiurge.”
This D5 can be an intensely intelligent & efficient performer, or a very business-like dealmaker, who is reflecting its own nature, the Ego, not the enlightened human spirit.
Every human on the Path of Inner Awakening, the path of the Fool, will have to confront and overcome the dominance of this inner dark demon, always attached to all the remnant(s) of child/adult-hood trauma(s) and all past pains.
This CAN NOT be resolved by pain-killers, such as:
Non-opioid drugs, like paracetamol and anti-inflammatory drugs (Brufen®, Neurofen®), for mild pains.
Opioid drugs. like dihydrocodeine (DF118 Forte®, DHC Continus®), codeine phosphate, tramadol, morphine, fentanyl and oxycodone, for moderate to severe pains.
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"We are dancing with the demons in our minds"
It is like looking in the mirror and not seeing the normal reflection or true reflection of oneself but a masked dark-beast, mimicking one’s own expressions, voice and actions, often in a declarative, loveless, tenderless, impatient, sad, and/or non-caring fashion.
It expresses negativity in judgment and has a pathological hatred of joy or warmth. Unfortunately, all humans have one. It operates as an uninvited guest, who is insensitive, manipulating, authoritarian, turning anger into a cold heart, and lacking humility & interest in spiritual well-being.
The D5‘s destiny is not being alive and active, but the death of the physical body. It is like a dark, old scholar, who is able to take over your thoughts & actions at will, as well as the reactions of those around you. It is the charming and polygamous scholar who eats the fruits of the ‘tree of knowledge of good & evil’.
It is far more clever and inventive at the manipulation of words and ideas than its host, has a great dislike for children and the world around itself. It is unable to feel, be creative and joyful, the 3 characteristics of an alive human being.
Archangel Michael killing the Dragon
A D5 controls the Reptilian brain. Thus it can interact at both the conscious and sub-conscious levels. It has full access to the colossal database of the cerebellum.
This demon can only operate through the neocortex left-brain half, the calculating brain where all PC’s reside. It has no access to the right-brain half where creativity and joy resides.
It is operating from our unconscious sub-conscious, and can therefore notice our intentions, ‘foresees’ events coming, and communicates with other humans telepathically.
St. George killing the Dragon Russia’s Presidential-flag
Because it is spellbound by a lust for food, possessions, labor, and sex, the D5 is the tool of the world’s financial Elite, using (pedophile) sex events as their compromising tool.
They in turn are controlled by the Jupiter consciousness. Only the Christ consciousness can neutralize this beast.
Sigurd kills the dragon, tastes its blood, is then instantly illuminated and initiated. He now speaks the bird language, which allows him to fulfill his heart’s desire: reunite with his twin-star in an intoxicated state of joy. It is the language of the ‘dragon-men’ or ‘bird-men’, which teaches the mystery of all things material and unveils the deepest hidden truths.
W. Blake’s Book-of-Job ‘Behemoth & Leviathan’ illustrations are perhaps the finest literary description of these ‘monsters’.
The ancient Indian epic, the Ramayana, narrates the struggle of the divine prince Rama to rescue his wife Sita from the demon king Ravana of Lanka (5677-5577 BCE).
The Ramayana is one of the two important epics of Hinduism, known as the Itihasas; the other being the Mahabharata:
This shadow D5 is most destructive, insidious and dangerous when habitually denied, repressed, and projected, and then manifesting in (a) myriad psychological disturbances, ranging from neurosis to psychosis, in (b) irrational interpersonal hostilities, or even in (c) cataclysmic international clashes.
Such deleterious symptoms, attitudes and behavior stem from being driven by this autonomously operating, dissociated yet undaunted shadow, that can take over our willpower.
The shadow’s overwhelming strength and disturbing ability to intrude into one’s cognitions, affects, and behavior, has historically been experienced and misinterpreted as demonic possession, for which exorcism was the only treatment
Since the D5 is part of the collective consciousness, it can’t be destroyed, but only transformed after it will finally reveal its name. Then it can gradually change its own feeling from joyless to joyful.
Diminishing the Dominance of the Dark Double Dragon
The realization that this dark double is always there, trying to suck the life out of the physical body, is the most horrible and most distressing phase on the Path of Inner Awakening:
"I experienced this doppelganger as an emperor, and made me for awhile, personally & professionally, creative and successful. However, it became a dead emperor when this joyful career came to an irreversible end, at age 48. Then the fight of the ‘Fool’, with the very sad ‘dead’ man, began.
It went on for 2 decades, until a ‘tainted heart‘ from a past life appeared on this life’s stage, as a somewhat innocent, but lively and joyful girl of young middle age.
She ‘opened the gate back into the Garden of Eden’ and then ‘tricked the Deadman’, already weakened by my twin-star for more than a decade, to appear in full force and then ‘mortally wounded’ him with a series of powerful verbal attacks about love, sex, etc.
This allowed the ‘inner-youngster’ to move more center stage in my mind and feelings, and embrace the ‘inner-youngster’ in my like-minded twin-star with a chirpy song right after participating in the 2017 Palm Sunday olive branch Procession and purchasing a Peruvian flute and bird whistle.
Then further diminishing the dominance of the D5’s in both of us by continuing the process of ‘depriving it of its desires’, but also feeling love for the beasts in one another until the next separation, when the male aspect of my dragon further surrendered, and thus gradually be tamed and bridled by its female aspect until its group name was revealed on 4/6/2019.
In my case that name is ‘The Nilius Group’, meaning that this group of entities came ‘from the nil’ or null or nothing.
This group appears in Mozart’s Magic Flute, as Monostatos (Single-mind) and his minions representing the D5+PC’s, and then Papagena changes from an ‘ugly old bird-woman’ into a ‘gorgeously young bird-girl’, and then joyfully re-unites with ‘the bird-man Papageno’, and then relentlessly twitter/chirp (secret language of initiates) about making/having offspring:
Monostatos, Leader of The Nilius Group, receives 77 sole-strikes
The -many headed- Nilius Group is NOT the double headed Nillious dragon group, who’s main motive in game-brawls is to kill – not to win. They hide behind a target and surprise-attack with either the ‘Shadow Breath’ or ‘Darkus Blast’ head. Toth‘s Emerald Tablets, call them the "Dark Brotherhood".
The Nil-ius Group = (Lt:) made of No-thing
Nill-ious group = (Lt:) like No-thing = like the Nilius group
A Nillious does not like fighting within a team. He is out to satisfy only himself. He uses mirrors and likes to go rogue. Each head has its own personality and ability (PC‘s). The Magnus ("Great") has his hands full keeping Nillious in line.
It is an elusive spell of our Wetiko mind-virus, a pathogen controlling all low-vibe feelings, brain-actions, and urges, like having/watching sex. The Magnus is our Higher or Christ Self.
Who is winning this game of chess?
History
The Mayans were aware of the end-period (1980-2016), when many yugas (cycles) come full circle, like the 5150 yr cycle, or the 64 million year complete oscillation cycle of our solar system around the galactic equator.
Its heliosphere is then moving from the lesser energy dense side of the Galactic equator to the more energy dense side, and stay there for about 32 million years, and then back to the lesser energy dense side for the same period: from one side of our galaxy’s huge magnetic field to the other, polar opposite, side and back.
Is the longest cycle the full orbit of our solar system around the central core of our Galaxy, during 4 complete oscillations, totaling about 256 million years, called one Galactic Year?
The splitting of the super continent Pangaea
About 256 million years ago, the most severe living species extinction event occurred. Most landmass was concentrated in the supercontinent Pangaea. The only still present species surviving this unimaginably horrific ordeal of a global Hell of fire is the reptile family of archosaurs, the ancestors of the extinct dinosaurs, and our crocodiles and birds.
Aerodactyus Lystrosaurus
From the perspective of the D5, at this conjunction of cycles, our heliosphere completed the transfer into the denser pole of our galaxy’s magnetic field and began a new 64 million year cycle of oscillation around the galactic equator.
Are we now re-building a super-continent, comprising of Eurasia and Africa, with China as its ‘One Road-One Belt’ initiator and executor, on a win-win multi-polar basis?
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Is our dark doppelganger, acting as CEO of our reptilian brain part and all of our PC’s, the surviving remnant of the trauma caused by three cataclysmic, horrific global firestorms?
Beauty and the Beast (22-11-91) & (03-17-17)
Could this new cycle trigger our D5 to rise up in us, so that we can remove this biggest ‘roadblock’, by transforming it from ‘living forever in sadness as a beast‘ into ‘a prince re-united in everlasting love & joy with his eternally beloved’?
Fission & Fusion
Somewhere on the Path, the Beast within has to be faced. If not, then the Beast will emerge and confront the neophyte.
This esoteric truth is expressed to perfection in the mythology of Theseus and the Minotaur. This half-man/half-beast (conceived by Pasiphae, a daughter of the Sun god and wife of king Minos, put by Poseidon under a spell to love and mate with a divinely beautiful bull) is imprisoned in a labyrinth.
In the esoteric tradition, the animal (beast) is a reject of the evolving human being (the salt of fission, the separation of light and dark). Atavistic connections and sexual union with them means returning to a highly unhealthy pre-fission state.
The labyrinth resembles a human brain, in which a ‘Minotaur’ roams that we must face with the courage of Theseus. It is a throwback to our own unresolved and unredeemed memories of past lives, verbalized through ancient mythology:
Dionysus, stealing Ariadne from Theseus, after their ritual dancing
After killing the Minotaur on Crete, Theseus sailed to the sacred island of Delos, with his new lover Ariadne and some of the Athenian youths he rescued from the hungry beast.
There, they danced together like cranes do, while also imitating the intricate windings of the labyrinth from which they had escaped, so as to create a feeling of being lifted from their physical bodies, towards the stars.
“Spirit must go through the Inferno of matter and Purgatory of morals to arrive at the spiritual Paradise.” (G. Quispel)
The end of suffering arrives when all Paincatchers of the Ego-mindset + its ‘slave driver’ are fully transformed and integrated in our heart.
It can now be ascertained that the unconscious man, that is, his shadow, does not consist only of morally reprehensible tendencies, but also displays a number of good qualities, such as normal instincts, appropriate reactions, realistic insights, creative impulses, etc.
Creativity can spring from the integration and constructive expression of this demon-like double, as can true spirituality. Authentic spirituality requires consciously accepting and lovingly relating to our sad & angry dragon-like shadow as opposed to repressing, and/or projecting/acting out, and remaining naively unconscious of its repudiated, denied, disavowed contents, a sort of precarious pseudo-spirituality.
Bringing the D5 to consciousness, is a psychological challenge of the highest moral significance. It demands that we hold ourselves accountable not only for what happens to it, but also for what it projects.
Without the conscious inclusion of this dark double in our daily lives, there cannot be a positive relationship to the Divine within us, to other people, and to the creative sources within our soul.
A full integration between our inner dark and light forces has to occur, before we can re-enter the Garden of Eden.
Since by man came death (dead double),
by man came also the resurrection of the dead (double).
For as in Adam all die,
even so in Christ shall all be made alive.
(1 Corinthians 15:21-22)
When Twin stars accomplish their internal Fission, then the energy of their atomic Fusion may get released as a cataclysmic implosion of love, that sucks everything around them into their heart-centered toroidal field.
Conclusion ?
The bright-light and pitch-dark Sun duality
The D5 "Dark Sun" as a roaring Mass Killer,
and potential destroyer of our world,
is hiding in the solar plexus of each human.
Shouldn’t we feel a great compassion for this D5–croc-like-creature? It is not only the sole survivor of the most horrific Hell fires of 250 million years ago, but also the horrific Hell fires of 200 million and 64 million years ago, when it was watching all dinosaurs burn to death and become extinct!
"Only silent appreciation transforms the D5 "
Then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written:
"Death is swallowed up in victory."
(1 Corinthians 15:54)
Chiwen: Dragons swallowing evil energies.
Also used as roof water spouts.
Your Shadow as the Messenger of your Soul,
speaking from the collective unconscious,
where the light is born from darkness.